Sunday, January 29, 2012

Cemetery Pond - Place Prompt #2

Thursday, January 26, 2012 - 12:33 PM - 39 degrees - cloudy and drizzling

I visit Homewood Cemetery again, and since I had a general overview at my last visit, I decide to direct my attention to one small area to keep my writing more focused and concise. When driving past the length of the cemetery iron fence on my way to the entrance, I notice a large, grassy field. I want to take a look at it, so that's where I aim when I arrive.

However, on the way towards the field, another, smaller area catches my eye. It is perfect, and I know it is what I will write about today. In the center of three converging lanes, there is a small pond surrounded by flat, wide rocks, grass, and bushes and small trees. Obviously a man-made preserve, the pond has an eerie, whitish glaze to its surface which I can't define from where I am standing. All I know is that, in the misty grey day, it is a rather gothic nature scene.




The rocks remind me of river rocks, the kind I've used to get to the center of the Congaree River and sun myself on in South Carolina. But whoever made this place created a strange structure with some of them in the middle of the water.


From the edge of the water, my attention is drawn again to the milky coating on its surface. I realize the pond is mostly frozen. While others in the area might not be surprised, I've never seen more than a small puddle frozen, so this is an entirely new sight for my Southern eyes! I really love the gradations of the ice-- the very edge of the pond is still water, a foot or so in is a thin layer of ice, and in the middle, the ice is thick and sturdy. I know because I precariously balance on a rock to reach out and touch it! But it is also interesting to imagine the state of things below the surface, where the water is still liquid, where dead brown maple leaves, dark gooey silt, and hydrophilic flora are trapped.


I take time to notice small details of the place, particularly in regards to the rain (my favorite weather): the sound of it all around me, its discordant pattern like fingers on my body, the precarious droplets clinging to the bright Red Twig Dogwood bushes, naked of their leaves.



Moss abounds on the damp surface of the rocks. I see a strange variety which is dark green and has red hair-like structures growing tall out of it. They look almost prickly, like spines on a porcupine.


A tangled vine-like bush with candied-apple-red berries seems to choke the surrounding plants. These same berries tumble over the elevated edge of the pond on one side, creating a waterfall of color.




A single specimen of a very odd plant grows out from the dark depths between several rocks (which I have taken a liking to peering in). I have no idea what it is, but it looks like someone planted dried star-like flowers which have shriveled into dark brown curlicues with wheat-colored tips. I love it.



Finally, three Japanese Red Maple trees contort themselves to one side of the pond. I know them because of one which is on the Chatham campus, labeled, which bursts into red-orange-yellow flame each fall as senescence occurs befores the leaves fall off. (The first picture in this post, the uber-gothic vision of this pond-place, also showcases one of these trees, which I have fallen in love with since my first fall at Chatham.)


I also have a revelation. This cemetery, this place of the dead, is also a haven for life, for animals! I hear birds chirping (though I don't see any and can't identify their calls). I find deer tracks in the mud around the shore of the pond, two triangular toe-prints elongated in the slippery suction of the saturated ground. (I take pictures of these tracks, only to discover when I transfer the files to my computer that they are somehow missing. I still don't know what happened to them!) Along with the prints is another clue-- an abundance of piles of berry-shaped deer feces.

My last visit to the cemetery was quiet and lonely. This one showcases livelier sounds and the existence of others besides myself. I am really excited to discover that, in the middle of this bustling city, in between three rivers, somehow deer flourish in this little sanctuary. Despite all the odds-- the traffic, the concrete, the selfish and unconcerned humans going about their daily lives, the lack of shelter, the skyscrapers upon apartment buildings upon stores, bars, clubs and all-- these deer have found a way to survive. I wonder how they got here (did they swim across a river or just trot through Fort Pitt Tunnel and over Fort Pitt Birdge?!). Regardless, I am relieved they did. It brings me hope in the hardiness of nature.

I am also entranced by the change in the usual dynamics between humans and nature. Though this place was created by humans, it is not they who subsist here. Instead, plants and animals survive off of the decay human remains rather than vice versa. It seems almost ironic, and I enjoy the thought. "Take that, humanity!" I exclaim to myself. And again, I recognize the absolute necessity of decay in sustaining life.

(**Author's Note: These days, with humans being buried in much more durable caskets made out of materials which do not break down, our remains are apt to rot without giving back to the soil. I realize this, but have chosen to let my imagination run free and ponder many different aspects to this place! And who knows-- some of these graves are so old that they might have once contained plain wooden coffins which have broken down along with their human contents, and thus the giving of life from our deaths...)

I love this place, this sanctuary, and I long to come back before I've even left, just from thinking about leaving. I am soothed here. I feel I can breathe deeply and unwind, here, in the middle of a city, in my own little bit of seclusion. I will return.


10 comments:

  1. Amazing photographs. The first photo is definitely professional quality. You have a good eye for this sort of thing. The writing is fittingly amazing. It sucks about the deer print pictures, but I think the beautiful writing and other amazing images more than make up for their absence.

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    1. Thanks Cassy! I love the first photo, too. It's my favorite, and it came out looking really gothic, sort of creepy, so it has my aesthetic.

      Yeah, it sucks about the other pictures I lost, but I'm glad my words were able to convey the images in their place! :)

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  2. Twiggy,
    I really like a sense that comes from this piece that may not have been intentional. I get the sense that a second visit has formed an almost sort of welcome acceptance into the locale. It feels as if your first visit was like an encroachment, whereas this one has you investigating further upon a level of confidence. I think also (and I may be wrong here) that I would have loved to have read the essay first without the pictures and then reread the piece with the pictures again.
    I only have one negative - I think in this context calling humanity "selfish" is a bit unfair. After all, those rocks were precisely placed to almost appear as monuments or gravestones; as well, the place is left as it should be - respected, revered, distant. The fact that it is in an old part of the city is mere happenstance, the result of a developing history from which a city emerged. Who knows? Maybe it was there before the Ft. Pitt Tunnels were even dug.
    Good Post!
    Peace,
    Dan Kirk

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    1. Dan, thanks for your comments! I love that you were able to pick out the tonal difference between this post and the first one I wrote about the cemetery. I definitely felt a different sense this second time I visited, the exact one you describe-- more welcomed, more at home with the place, more confident in my fitting into it.

      It's an interesting idea to put the pictures in the post in a different way, perhaps at the end of all of my words, perhaps in a separate slideshow. I was originally going to do just a slideshow with my first post, but I liked weaving them into the text. It's a legitimate consideration when using mixed media!

      Also, you're absolutely right! It's not fair for me to call humanity selfish without reiterating the fact that I know I am making a huge generalization to which there are many, many exceptions. But, as this is a blog, I have to put in my personality, and it certainly says a lot about me that I *do* consider humanity selfish, right? I am definitely a boderline cynic. Still, your perspective on the rocks as monuments or gravestones in themselves is fantastic. It really helps me figure out how to bring them together with the location as a whole. And I certainly enjoy contemplating their history.

      Thanks again for your compelling comments! I love that you're making me think! ;)

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  3. Twiggy,

    Filtering this icy, Gothic place through your "Southern eyes" is such an intriguing angle. Your observations have the kind of flavor a Yank couldn't hope to inject in prose. Example: describing ice as a "whitish glaze" and a "milky coating" on the surface. =) I think you may be on to something.

    By the way, the cemetery being hospitable to life? Very interesting epiphany. As spring blooms, it might be interesting to take this observation a little further and chronicle nests and young.

    Lastly, I'd echo Cassy's praise. The photos are amazing. Take advantage of the medium!

    Best,
    Steve

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    1. Thank you so much! I'm glad you love the photos-- they are as important to me as words are, since this blog is giving me a reason to get back into my photography habit (as I mentioned in one of the threads on Moodle).

      I think it's really interesting that you pick up on my perspective as a Southerner in this environment. I know I mention it a lot, but I didn't realize that it is so readily seen through my writing in something like word choice. I am really glad that you pointed it out to me. I definitely want to be known as a Southern writer (okay, I am, there's no denying that!), so it's great to know I'm conveying that in my posts.

      And yes-- I definitely plan to seek out life as spring blossoms! :)

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  4. Another powerful post, both in your words and through the images. I think Steve's insight is a good one, that your southern perspective on this as an unfamiliar landscape enrichens the details and observations.

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    1. Thanks Mel! Like I said in my reply to Steve, I'm fascinated by the fact that the Southerner in me comes across so easily through my writing. It makes me proud, and gives me hope for my thesis, in which I come from a definite Southern perspective and sort of compare and contrast the two places!

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  5. This is a perfect phrase -- the alliteration is amazing: "slippery suction of the saturated ground."

    I also love your journey of discovery -- it reminds me of your post about discovering nature at the "Y." And as a Southerner myself, I appreciate your vivid descriptions so that my eyes can experience and "see" your discoveries, too (even without the photos).

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    1. Thanks Mom! I also love that phrase-- if I do say so myself! That one definitely made it into the poem from this prompt! ;)

      I'm glad that even though you aren't here with me in Pittsburgh, I can show you a bit of it through my words.

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